Untold Life and Thoughts Revealed

I am talkative yet I don't share my stories. I am happy most of the time because I choose not to be sad. I am strong because I can't be weak. I am private because I don't know who to trust. I am not ladylike when I act because I don't wanna be belittled. I am not sweet because I have too much pride. I am a good listener because I know when to speak and not to. I am a good adviser, but I don't think you can understand my deep thoughts. I am friendly but I have no best friend. I have lots of friends that I value but I just only stay connected to real and true friends. I love kids but I don't wanna have one (for now). I love adrenaline rush activities, but being alone at home is still awesome and refreshing feeling. I am loud because I want your attention. I love logic games, but I cheat sometimes to solve it. I am 95% honest, but 5% liar. I enjoy the singing, but I have never been right in tunes. I like to dance, but I am not confident. I am 80% optimistic and 20%

Our mind is full of ideas. Others can be express by words and actions, others can not. Our brain is responsible of what we feel and what we think. Sometimes they don't come hand and hand, that is when confusion comes. Our mind is fighting against what we feel. There are times when we are alone we overthink a lot of things, and why do we do it? We do it because we are alone, as what I have mentioned earlier. We have no one to talk to. No one to tell what is in our mind. No one to contradict and agrees with our ideas. I overthink most of the time, because most of the time I am alone. When I start thinking things that are actually not suppose to be in my mind and not suppose to waste my time figuring out why, what, who etc., I start to feel sad and lonely. So I guess, it is our fault when we feel sad because we overthink and because we are alone. Remember, as a human being that is in control of our thoughts, we are also in control of our own emotions. It is our choice what we