Untold Life and Thoughts Revealed

I am confused with the feeling I have but I just want to treasure every moment because it does really make me feel so happy. It activates all my happy hormones when talking to him. We have been chatting for more than 3 weeks now, I think. And it all started from a Contact Request in Skype. I was in doubt in accepting it because I didn't remember giving out my Skype ID to anyone. Before having any decision, I checked on his profile on Skype. He is from Canada, his profile has his full name, it has his birthday and seems legit and doesn't look like a scammer or what. I accepted it. Days, nights and weeks have passed, I didn't receive any message from him. I was thinking of deleting him from my contact list already in Skype because it doesn't make sense having him in my contacts and never message me. However, I am so curious, how and where he got my Skype ID so I messaged him... I said, "hey, you added me and never message me." And I said to myself, after 2 o...

When I was younger, around the age of the adolescent. I have this vision of helping other people. I would tell my mother that when I am already older and have a stable work and a good business I will build a nursing home for abandoned children and special children. I would also like to build a Home for the Aged for abandoned grandparents. At the early age, I was able to open my heart and mind on how cruel the world is. People are blinded by what is happening in the world. The universe seems to be deaf to the cry of the less fortunate people. Religion supposed to help unite humanity, but what it does is contradicting to what it's real purpose, it divides the human race. When I was in College studying Bachelor of Science in Nursing I had the chance to have an On the Job Training in a nursing home, we were assigned in different areas. The Nursing homes have an area for grandparents that were abandoned, there is also an area for abandoned kids and babies, and an area for ...

I don't know where exactly to start. But I really want to write what I feel. I don't know what went wrong. But everything we had were gone. I can't remember how we started as friends. But why we became strangers again has stuck in my mind. I am not sure why saying hello is so hard now. But the eagerness of starting a conversation is within me. You were once my textmate. But now, I no longer get a message from you. You were once my friend that almost turns out to be my lover. But now, it looks like that we are no longer friends and will never be a lover. We used to let each other know what we are doing. But now we have no more idea what both of us are doing with our lives. You made me feel happy. But now, you are crushing my heart because you are nowhere to be found. Your existence was my happiness before. But now all I hope is to feel your presence again. I can't help it sometimes, but to go back to our conversations a year ago. But all it gives me is only sadn...

I was alone and then you came. I wasn't looking, but you found me. I wasn't sad nor happy, but you killed the loneliness I felt inside. You are there and I am here. We are far from each other, miles and miles away. We enjoy the talks we had. Sleepless nonsense conversations are fun for us. We sleep together in front of the screen. We sing each other a song. You dance in the camera and I watch. You do your thing and I do mine comfortably. We value each others silence. When I am home, I text you. When I woke up I am letting you know. We eat in front of the monitor. I was once your alarm clock when you have work and its my off. I will ring you to wake up. We laugh hard like we don't care how ugly we look like. I had been very sick and you never left. You've been very supportive. You text and ask If I am still alive in a funny way. You saw the worst in me when I was very sick. You saw how terrible I look with blisters. You saw me with and without sc...

Dear future boyfriend, I am getting old. No way for me to get younger. I know I am mature enough. So, I hope that you too, but you cannot take away from me my childish attitude, please have a lot of patience. If I am being too much let me know I will try my best not to be a burden to you. I can't promise that we won't have fights and misunderstandings, but I can promise that I can do the best that I can be to make our relationship work. I have been waiting for you for so long. I have reserved myself and my love for you even without meeting you yet. I hope it won't all go to waste. Future Boyfriend, I want you to be who you are. Just be silly, crazy, and be just comfortable with me. No secrets. I can be your diary, sister, mother or just simply your girl best friend. I don't want you to have vices as much as possible. I don't want you to drown yourself into different alcoholic drinks every night and I don't want you to cover yourself with lot of smoke and sme...

Hi future suitor, I am not sure why or what makes you like me at the first place. I know in myself I didn't do something that entice you but thank you for caring and loving me. I think I have high standards, so if you wanna give up as soon, it is up to you. Anyway, I will let you know as soon as possible if I am not interested. When you want to win my heart, I have some tips for you. 1. Please don't be stupid. I know in myself I am intelligent and I don't want my future boyfriend to be dull. I am sapiosexual, meaning I find intelligence as the sexiest and most attractive asset of a person. I easily get attracted to a person that is intelligent. I am more attracted to a person if he is more intelligent than me. Making me shut my mouth because he got a good reason that I cannot beat. 2. Please be comfortable if you are with me. Be crazy if you are. Be silly if you want. Be mad if you feel so. Fart if you need to. Be WHO YOU ARE! I don't like being around with the pe...