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What if?

I don't know how to start  Words are scribbled into my mind Things I'd like to speak, I can't catch But I'd like you to know that I am scared;  Scared of the thoughts of making wrong decisions Decision that I perceive is right  Is this what God wants?  Is this the person God intends for me? Is this the life God plans for me?  What if not? What if I am wrong?  What if I am being biased?  God wants for me a man that can lead our children to Him,  More often, it feels like my man does not spend much time with God  God wants for me a man that can make me feel I am worth all the risk, fears and worries Forgive me, but it feels like my man is still unsure of me sometimes God wants for me a man that I can serve Him with  Pardon me, I have never heard my man said to be in service with the Lord  God wants for me a man that is sure of his salvation and will surely meet Jesus at the end of all Excuse me, but my man seems like not sure of his salvation and is barely fascinated of t