Untold Life and Thoughts Revealed

  My Father and Mother knew each other since they were child. They were best of friends; they both knew each other’s family. Papa was secretly in love with Mama. When Mama left to marry someone in 455 miles away from where Papa was, my Father flew to stop the marriage and told Mama of his love for her. They secretly got married instead. Papa went back to their hometown, Mama stayed since she has her business on where they got married. Mama helped Papa to finish college. After College they reunited again.   However, my Father’s family never liked my Mother. They don’t like her for their son and their brother. Growing up I saw how they emotionally hurt, scolded, blamed and degraded Mama. As a kid, I never understood how it feels like to always try to earn someone’s trust and see your worth from them. When we got older, Mama eventually got tired. Worst, when Papa died Mama does not want any more connection with them. However, she still shows respect to them in whichever way she...

Our mind is full of ideas. Others can be express by words and actions, others can not. Our brain is responsible of what we feel and what we think. Sometimes they don't come hand and hand, that is when confusion comes. Our mind is fighting against what we feel. There are times when we are alone we overthink a lot of things, and why do we do it? We do it because we are alone, as what I have mentioned earlier. We have no one to talk to. No one to tell what is in our mind. No one to contradict and agrees with our ideas. I overthink most of the time, because most of the time I am alone. When I start thinking things that are actually not suppose to be in my mind and not suppose to waste my time figuring out why, what, who etc., I start to feel sad and lonely. So I guess, it is our fault when we feel sad because we overthink and because we are alone. Remember, as a human being that is in control of our thoughts, we are also in control of our own emotions. It is our choice what we...