Untold Life and Thoughts Revealed

Woke up from a deep sleep at 1 o'clock  in the morning Philippines Standard Time. My tummy wasn't feeling well. Rushed to the comfort room and defecate a soft to watery stool. Trying to cast out the pain from pressing a part of my tummy. It eased somehow. Came out of the comfort room, feeling somehow relieved. Sitting on my bed, thinking what to do. My dream popped up and realized I saw an angel. Decided to document that dream. So, here I am early morning when everyone else is still sleeping, I'll be sharing what my dream was. There was a group kids to teenagers were approaching me. They act as if they know me. In my thoughts, they were my students. I heard them calling me, "Ma'am". A student approached me in the crowd. Caressing me in a sweet way. Putting his arm to my shoulder. I can't remember what he was talking about. I can see his lips moving. Looks like it was talking to me. On the other side of the crowd, there were group of people bullying a ma

It was 4am, Philippines Time, second Thursday of December 2016. It was in their office. Everyone was too noisy. Each group has a topic that they talk about while working. It was dawn, a few hours before openers' out which is 7 o'clock in the morning. She slept at around 2am at their sleeping quarters, that they called as Snoozebox. She thought it would be just like any other ordinary day - doing her tasks at the office and supporting her colleagues, then going home and sleeping at her bed, but no. That daily routine she has didn't happen. She sees herself as humble, godly, good with everyone, civil and does not hold grudges to her officemates. She laughs at simplest jokes. She speaks loud when she is happy. She is naturally jolly. She takes time and effort to make sure every day her colleagues will receive a food for their soul by writing a Bible verse on a piece of paper. She cares for her colleagues, but she just doesn't show it. When she gets hurt by her friends, sh

An amazing view for a rare moment to share with everyone you love and even just for yourself alone. Near the seashore - where you can see the waves of the public beach that throws off a cold breeze while you are sitting and having a variety of desserts and beverages specially prepared for you, like the delicious shake, tasty pastry and satisfying coffee. Jacques Coffee and Chill is the only place that can give you both pleasure and contentment of all your senses. We will be feeding your taste buds with the indescribable tastes you have never been tasted. We will be caressing you with the nature's air lingering through your skin while you savor the moment. We will be whispering the sound of waves through your ears while you take a sip and a bite of your food. We will be catering your vision of a great images from a peaceful surrounding that your eyes have never been witnessed. We will be providing you great scented food for you to enjoy every bite and inhalation while you are with u

Call center. BPO. The line of business that I have never imagined I will get myself into. I was too skeptical of the idea working on a field where most people who don't work on this area, mock about it. I won't deny I was once had a negative feedback about it when I was still in College. I said to myself, "I will never work in a Call Center!", with a huge discrimination, but where I am now? I choked myself with my own words. Now, it feels like I don't want to leave the current company where I am in, which is the Telus International Philippines. In this company, I have realized that work place can't simply be just a work place alone. It can also be a home - where everyone you work with can be your family. There is in this company that will teach you the value of the Employees. There are lots of reasons why I say that they do value their Employees. One of which is, only Telus is a BPO Company I know supports religious practices/organizations, like SFC (Singles

I don't want to feel this way, but this is what my hypothalamus feels. I want to be blind of what I am seeing so I won't see how people around me are happy, while myself doesn't even know how it feels like to be just purely happy anymore. I want to be deaf for a while so I won't hear their loud laugh and silly conversations that I can't even engage myself to. I want to be mute for a second so I will have an excuse not to speak for what is being asked that might open my heart and people will know how miserable I am inside. I want them to love me even if I am weird. I want them to talk to me even if I don't initiate the conversation. I want them to care for me even if I don't show them how sad I am inside. I want them to see me even if I would rather be in the corner listening how their conversations are going so well without me speaking. I want them to hug me even if I appear strong in front of the crowd. I want them to greet me even if I am walkin

I am confused with the feeling I have but I just want to treasure every moment because it does really make me feel so happy. It activates all my happy hormones when talking to him. We have been chatting for more than 3 weeks now, I think. And it all started from a Contact Request in Skype. I was in doubt in accepting it because I didn't remember giving out my Skype ID to anyone. Before having any decision, I checked on his profile on Skype. He is from Canada, his profile has his full name, it has his birthday and seems legit and doesn't look like a scammer or what. I accepted it. Days, nights and weeks have passed, I didn't receive any message from him. I was thinking of deleting him from my contact list already in Skype because it doesn't make sense having him in my contacts and never message me. However, I am so curious, how and where he got my Skype ID so I messaged him... I said, "hey, you added me and never message me." And I said to myself, after 2 o

When I was younger, around the age of the adolescent. I have this vision of helping other people. I would tell my mother that when I am already older and have a stable work and a good business I will build a nursing home for abandoned children and special children. I would also like to build a Home for the Aged for abandoned grandparents. At the early age, I was able to open my heart and mind on how cruel the world is. People are blinded by what is happening in the world. The universe seems to be deaf to the cry of the less fortunate people. Religion supposed to help unite humanity, but what it does is contradicting to what it's real purpose, it divides the human race. When I was in College studying Bachelor of Science in Nursing I had the chance to have an On the Job Training in a nursing home, we were assigned in different areas. The Nursing homes have an area for grandparents that were abandoned, there is also an area for abandoned kids and babies, and an area for

I was judged "aggressive". I smiled. I wander. At the back of my mind, I kept repeating it over and over again. Because I don't know what that is. Is that an adjective fits to describe me? When I came home, I googled, it says "ready or likely to attack or confront". I wanted to ask more to the person who relay the feedback to me. I wanted to know who was the person said that, but no thanks, we have what we called human instincts. I used that, and I already have an idea who you are GIRL. I wanted to ask for an example scenario when did I became aggressive because that was the very first time I got that feedback. And guess what? We don't even know each other that much, not even a year yet. Are we friends? I hope we are. Are we close? That is what I don't really think so. Does SHE know me, I am sure she don't. Now I totally believe, people who deemed you, are those people who don't know you at all. Hi girls, thank you for the feedback. I appreciat

I don't know where exactly to start. But I really want to write what I feel. I don't know what went wrong. But everything we had were gone. I can't remember how we started as friends. But why we became strangers again has stuck in my mind. I am not sure why saying hello is so hard now. But the eagerness of starting a conversation is within me. You were once my textmate. But now, I no longer get a message from you. You were once my friend that almost turns out to be my lover. But now, it looks like that we are no longer friends and will never be a lover. We used to let each other know what we are doing. But now we have no more idea what both of us are doing with our lives. You made me feel happy. But now, you are crushing my heart because you are nowhere to be found. Your existence was my happiness before. But now all I hope is to feel your presence again. I can't help it sometimes, but to go back to our conversations a year ago. But all it gives me is only sadn

I was alone and then you came. I wasn't looking, but you found me. I wasn't sad nor happy, but you killed the loneliness I felt inside. You are there and I am here. We are far from each other, miles and miles away. We enjoy the talks we had. Sleepless nonsense conversations are fun for us. We sleep together in front of the screen. We sing each other a song. You dance in the camera and I watch. You do your thing and I do mine comfortably. We value each others silence. When I am home, I text you. When I woke up I am letting you know. We eat in front of the monitor. I was once your alarm clock when you have work and its my off. I will ring you to wake up. We laugh hard like we don't care how ugly we look like. I had been very sick and you never left. You've been very supportive. You text and ask If I am still alive in a funny way. You saw the worst in me when I was very sick. You saw how terrible I look with blisters. You saw me with and without sc

Look at me. Closer. What do you see? Can you see my flaws? If yes, then great, continue reading! If no,  please see an eye doctor and stop reading! Look closely! I have an open pores. It is not good to look at. I have an oily face, which causes me to have a black heads and white heads, which they call a face dirt. Most of it is under my nose, beside it. They accumulate. Sometimes they are obvious and makes me feel ashamed of it. If I just can hide my face, I wil really do. I don't want it. I tried getting rid of it, it just loves me and don't wanna leave me that is why it stays there(May be). If got any tip for me to get rid of these, I 'll be more than happy to talk about it in a round table where you can put all your suggestions. Now, look closely again. What do you see under my nose? Between my lips and nose, do you see a mustache? Well, another thing. It isn't nice for me. It makes me look musculine. I know I should not shave it, which I am really not gonna do.

Dear future boyfriend, I am getting old. No way for me to get younger. I know I am mature enough. So, I hope that you too, but you cannot take away from me my childish attitude, please have a lot of patience. If I am being too much let me know I will try my best not to be a burden to you. I can't promise that we won't have fights and misunderstandings, but I can promise that I can do the best that I can be to make our relationship work. I have been waiting for you for so long. I have reserved myself and my love for you even without meeting you yet. I hope it won't all go to waste. Future Boyfriend, I want you to be who you are. Just be silly, crazy, and be just comfortable with me. No secrets. I can be your diary, sister, mother or just simply your girl best friend. I don't want you to have vices as much as possible. I don't want you to drown yourself into different alcoholic drinks every night and I don't want you to cover yourself with lot of smoke and sme

Hi future suitor, I am not sure why or what makes you like me at the first place. I know in myself I didn't do something that entice you but thank you for caring and loving me. I think I have high standards, so if you wanna give up as soon, it is up to you. Anyway, I will let you know as soon as possible if I am not interested. When you want to win my heart, I have some tips for you. 1. Please don't be stupid. I know in myself I am intelligent and I don't want my future boyfriend to be dull. I am sapiosexual, meaning I find intelligence as the sexiest and most attractive asset of a person. I easily get attracted to a person that is intelligent. I am more attracted to a person if he is more intelligent than me. Making me shut my mouth because he got a good reason that I cannot beat. 2. Please be comfortable if you are with me. Be crazy if you are. Be silly if you want. Be mad if you feel so. Fart if you need to. Be WHO YOU ARE! I don't like being around with the pe

On Feb 23, 2016 I received an Email from Wang Yang, (See photos for the body of the email). When I was reading it, I felt something is wrong. At the back of my mind there is a voice saying do not believe it. For that reason, I went to google. Of course at first I do not know what to put on the search or the search box of Google. Whatever comes in my mind, I just put it "Yang Wang scam email?". Then voala! It appears a result of emails that shows screenshot that is exactly the same as mine. I concluded then that it was a SCAM! So guys, I am sharing this just to raise the awareness about this modus. And you know what I said? I I saw the screenshot result in google, it attatched to my emails and put this body of email saying ...... BACK OFF SCAMMER!  YOU'RE A LEGEND! LOL  GET A LIFE !!!!!  GOLD DIGGER!  WORK! FOR ONCE IN YOUR LIFE GUYS, DO SOMETHING RIGHTEOUS!  I HAVE SOME QUESTIONS FOR YOU! AND PLEASE FOR YOUR OWN SAKE, ASK YOURSELF THIS !!! PLEASE !!!  IS T

I am talkative yet I don't share my stories. I am happy most of the time because I choose not to be sad. I am strong because I can't be weak. I am private because I don't know who to trust. I am not ladylike when I act because I don't wanna be belittled. I am not sweet because I have too much pride. I am a good listener because I know when to speak and not to. I am a good adviser, but I don't think you can understand my deep thoughts. I am friendly but I have no best friend. I have lots of friends that I value but I just only stay connected to real and true friends. I love kids but I don't wanna have one (for now). I love adrenaline rush activities, but being alone at home is still awesome and refreshing feeling. I am loud because I want your attention. I love logic games, but I cheat sometimes to solve it. I am 95% honest, but 5% liar. I enjoy the singing, but I have never been right in tunes. I like to dance, but I am not confident. I am 80