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What if?

I don't know how to start  Words are scribbled into my mind Things I'd like to speak, I can't catch But I'd like you to know that I am scared;  Scared of the thoughts of making wrong decisions Decision that I perceive is right  Is this what God wants?  Is this the person God intends for me? Is this the life God plans for me?  What if not? What if I am wrong?  What if I am being biased?  God wants for me a man that can lead our children to Him,  More often, it feels like my man does not spend much time with God  God wants for me a man that can make me feel I am worth all the risk, fears and worries Forgive me, but it feels like my man is still unsure of me sometimes God wants for me a man that I can serve Him with  Pardon me, I have never heard my man said to be in service with the Lord  God wants for me a man that is sure of his salvation and will surely meet Jesus at the end of all Excuse me, but my man seems like not sure of his s...