Untold Life and Thoughts Revealed

DUWAG NA PUSO. Nung pinakaunang makita kita, wala akong balak mapalapit sayo. You are like any other guys who I would just stare for a while, talk and throw some jokes at. I didn't know I captured your attention, which was not really my intention. Lumipas ang mga araw, dumating ako sa point na nakaramdam ng hindi maintindihan. Tila bang may humihila ng aking atensyon palapit sayo. You were maybe using the Law of Attraction towards me.  And it works perfectly, as if like I am drawn close to you for an unknown reason. One event came, it was in a party, you were drunk. I was a bit tipsy. I remember everything. Nagbitaw ka ng salitang hindi ko aakalaing iyong masasambit. Nabanggit mong ako'y napakabait at kung maaari lang ay nais mo akong maging syota. Ako'y nabigla. Walang salitang nasambit sa ilang segundo na iyon. Sa isip ko, dahil sa ikaw ay nasa ilalim ng epekto ng alak, hindi mo alam ang iyong sinasabi. Ngunit bilang isang babae, pansamantala kong pinaniwalaan a...

Woke up from a deep sleep at 1 o'clock  in the morning Philippines Standard Time. My tummy wasn't feeling well. Rushed to the comfort room and defecate a soft to watery stool. Trying to cast out the pain from pressing a part of my tummy. It eased somehow. Came out of the comfort room, feeling somehow relieved. Sitting on my bed, thinking what to do. My dream popped up and realized I saw an angel. Decided to document that dream. So, here I am early morning when everyone else is still sleeping, I'll be sharing what my dream was. There was a group kids to teenagers were approaching me. They act as if they know me. In my thoughts, they were my students. I heard them calling me, "Ma'am". A student approached me in the crowd. Caressing me in a sweet way. Putting his arm to my shoulder. I can't remember what he was talking about. I can see his lips moving. Looks like it was talking to me. On the other side of the crowd, there were group of people bullying a ma...

It was 4am, Philippines Time, second Thursday of December 2016. It was in their office. Everyone was too noisy. Each group has a topic that they talk about while working. It was dawn, a few hours before openers' out which is 7 o'clock in the morning. She slept at around 2am at their sleeping quarters, that they called as Snoozebox. She thought it would be just like any other ordinary day - doing her tasks at the office and supporting her colleagues, then going home and sleeping at her bed, but no. That daily routine she has didn't happen. She sees herself as humble, godly, good with everyone, civil and does not hold grudges to her officemates. She laughs at simplest jokes. She speaks loud when she is happy. She is naturally jolly. She takes time and effort to make sure every day her colleagues will receive a food for their soul by writing a Bible verse on a piece of paper. She cares for her colleagues, but she just doesn't show it. When she gets hurt by her friends, sh...

An amazing view for a rare moment to share with everyone you love and even just for yourself alone. Near the seashore - where you can see the waves of the public beach that throws off a cold breeze while you are sitting and having a variety of desserts and beverages specially prepared for you, like the delicious shake, tasty pastry and satisfying coffee. Jacques Coffee and Chill is the only place that can give you both pleasure and contentment of all your senses. We will be feeding your taste buds with the indescribable tastes you have never been tasted. We will be caressing you with the nature's air lingering through your skin while you savor the moment. We will be whispering the sound of waves through your ears while you take a sip and a bite of your food. We will be catering your vision of a great images from a peaceful surrounding that your eyes have never been witnessed. We will be providing you great scented food for you to enjoy every bite and inhalation while you are with u...

Call center. BPO. The line of business that I have never imagined I will get myself into. I was too skeptical of the idea working on a field where most people who don't work on this area, mock about it. I won't deny I was once had a negative feedback about it when I was still in College. I said to myself, "I will never work in a Call Center!", with a huge discrimination, but where I am now? I choked myself with my own words. Now, it feels like I don't want to leave the current company where I am in, which is the Telus International Philippines. In this company, I have realized that work place can't simply be just a work place alone. It can also be a home - where everyone you work with can be your family. There is in this company that will teach you the value of the Employees. There are lots of reasons why I say that they do value their Employees. One of which is, only Telus is a BPO Company I know supports religious practices/organizations, like SFC (Singles ...

I don't want to feel this way, but this is what my hypothalamus feels. I want to be blind of what I am seeing so I won't see how people around me are happy, while myself doesn't even know how it feels like to be just purely happy anymore. I want to be deaf for a while so I won't hear their loud laugh and silly conversations that I can't even engage myself to. I want to be mute for a second so I will have an excuse not to speak for what is being asked that might open my heart and people will know how miserable I am inside. I want them to love me even if I am weird. I want them to talk to me even if I don't initiate the conversation. I want them to care for me even if I don't show them how sad I am inside. I want them to see me even if I would rather be in the corner listening how their conversations are going so well without me speaking. I want them to hug me even if I appear strong in front of the crowd. I want them to greet me even if I am walkin...

I am confused with the feeling I have but I just want to treasure every moment because it does really make me feel so happy. It activates all my happy hormones when talking to him. We have been chatting for more than 3 weeks now, I think. And it all started from a Contact Request in Skype. I was in doubt in accepting it because I didn't remember giving out my Skype ID to anyone. Before having any decision, I checked on his profile on Skype. He is from Canada, his profile has his full name, it has his birthday and seems legit and doesn't look like a scammer or what. I accepted it. Days, nights and weeks have passed, I didn't receive any message from him. I was thinking of deleting him from my contact list already in Skype because it doesn't make sense having him in my contacts and never message me. However, I am so curious, how and where he got my Skype ID so I messaged him... I said, "hey, you added me and never message me." And I said to myself, after 2 o...