Untold Life and Thoughts Revealed

We live in this world that seems so fragile of its own emotions. For the said reason, it becomes blinded of others' feelings. Some people, including myself choose not to show its sensitivity. For the world’s sensibility is already more than enough to fill the earth with tears. I chose not to speak for I know how to seek comfort in the midst of despair.  I chose not to show how I feel for I know ho w to fill the emptiness inside.  I chose not to cry for I know who to rely in times of sorrow.  I chose to be strong for I know to whom I belong when I am weak. Therefore, before you hated me; I have already hated you but I just didn’t speak. For once, I have hurt you and you condemned me to death.  How crazy it is for I have never mentioned your mistakes, yet you cannot forget my unintentional wrong doings. Before you told me I don’t care on how you feel or the people around me; I have already saw you in pain. I just don’t know how to comfort you. I felt you. ...

Jesus was born without sin through Mary, who conceived Him as Virgin. Christ died without sin, crucified because of teaching the Truth and our countless sins. This is the day to remember what He has done for us. He wants us to love like Him. He doesn't want us to be perfect. He loves us even before we were born. He doesn't want us to feel guilty for anything we've done unrighteous. He has already forgiven us even if we are not sorry for what we've done. He knows our heart. He knows our desire. He knows our motives in every actions we planned to do. He knows everything about us even without any words. He knows what we've done wrong yesterday, a day before yesterday, a week after, a month or a year ago, but He never counts it against us and He will never be. Like those Pharisees and the High Priest, who yelled, "Crucify Him!" in the crowd, Jesus prayed for him until His last breathe. He entrusts everything to His Father who have sent Him to this s...

I was once a volunteer catechist in our Province. As far as I can remember, I was teaching kids that are age from 6 years old to 11 years old. Its been a while since then. When I heard about Cornerstone, I got curious and when I already had the idea of what it was, I got captivated. It brings back the memories I had before and made me feel excited in doing it again. However, this thing is different. It is more of Academics discussion, unlike on what I am used to do, I discussed about Religion practices before. But, one thing is for sure, I will be dealing with kids and that makes my heart alive and kicking once again, as I love being with kids. July 2016, 1st session of Cornerstone in ERSES. I don't know what to expect, all I want is to serve, be with the kids and teach again. No one says from experienced volunteers of Cornerstone that it is going to be an easy thing, they never mention it is going to be hard also. Enticing phrase they would always say, "It is going to be a...

I know these qualities may not exist on a guy, but I still hope. ❤ God, here is my list of my man's quality! ☺ I want my guy to be:  - able to play an instrument and can sing. - a man who know how to dance. - a guy who loves surprises. - a man who is tall (5'10 to 6ft) - a gentleman who has a big eyes with long thick eyelashes. (blue, green, hazel, gray eyes) - a man who is family oriented. Has a good family background and relationship. - a man who believes in God and love God as much as he loves me. - a guy who has a great smile. COMPLETE TEETH!!! 😁 - someone who serves other people. Through volunteer work or the nature of his job. - guy who loves music. Suggests music that are good to listen to. - someone who loves adventure. Wants to try new things. - a man who can cook!!!! Who will cook for me. Feed me with love and food. Spoil my heart and tummy. Fill my emotional and physical needs. 😍 - a man who loves to watch movies. Enjoys the ti...

In the middle of the night in a resort beach, where everyone  is having fun. I'd like to be alone and savor the moment. The wind that touches my skin is cold, it lingers through my soul. The wave's sound is audible, it tells me how alive the water from the sea. I can feel the sand's smoothness as I removed my slippers from my feet. I loved how it comforts my sole. I decided to lay down. Saw the moon peaking from the clouds. It gives me a refreshing feeling as I feel the presence of nature. I am Shayne, a single woman. Who everyone believes I haven't had a relationship with anyone yet. But, they are wrong. I had a romantic relationship before, but we fell out of love. We ended up being friends, but when he found someone new, we became strangers again. He deleted me on his friend list on Facebook and stopped any form of communication we had. Now, I am not looking for anything, I am just waiting for something. I just came here to unwind and enjoy, like anyone else. We...

DUWAG NA PUSO. Nung pinakaunang makita kita, wala akong balak mapalapit sayo. You are like any other guys who I would just stare for a while, talk and throw some jokes at. I didn't know I captured your attention, which was not really my intention. Lumipas ang mga araw, dumating ako sa point na nakaramdam ng hindi maintindihan. Tila bang may humihila ng aking atensyon palapit sayo. You were maybe using the Law of Attraction towards me.  And it works perfectly, as if like I am drawn close to you for an unknown reason. One event came, it was in a party, you were drunk. I was a bit tipsy. I remember everything. Nagbitaw ka ng salitang hindi ko aakalaing iyong masasambit. Nabanggit mong ako'y napakabait at kung maaari lang ay nais mo akong maging syota. Ako'y nabigla. Walang salitang nasambit sa ilang segundo na iyon. Sa isip ko, dahil sa ikaw ay nasa ilalim ng epekto ng alak, hindi mo alam ang iyong sinasabi. Ngunit bilang isang babae, pansamantala kong pinaniwalaan a...

Woke up from a deep sleep at 1 o'clock  in the morning Philippines Standard Time. My tummy wasn't feeling well. Rushed to the comfort room and defecate a soft to watery stool. Trying to cast out the pain from pressing a part of my tummy. It eased somehow. Came out of the comfort room, feeling somehow relieved. Sitting on my bed, thinking what to do. My dream popped up and realized I saw an angel. Decided to document that dream. So, here I am early morning when everyone else is still sleeping, I'll be sharing what my dream was. There was a group kids to teenagers were approaching me. They act as if they know me. In my thoughts, they were my students. I heard them calling me, "Ma'am". A student approached me in the crowd. Caressing me in a sweet way. Putting his arm to my shoulder. I can't remember what he was talking about. I can see his lips moving. Looks like it was talking to me. On the other side of the crowd, there were group of people bullying a ma...